Bunnies can fly: Hoping that he would talk to me.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Hoping that he would talk to me.

-- i feel like a crap.. like any minute i'll go insane.
and i don't know if this "thing" that i'm feeling all this time is right..
i need someone to help me.. -- i feel like i'm gonna burst out.

It's already been 3 days since the last time Corn and I texted. and the last convo was a funny joke about a very highly sophisticated cockroach, who wished that if she would be killed.. she would be killed by squishing her with a Havaianas slipper instead of a magazine.. she even said that "Only Havaianas touches my skin".. I laugh my heart out at the joke and texted him bout it.. these are my text :

Me: "Mlanding ipis yan.."

I never thought that he would reply back.. but he did. and these were the last text..

Corn: "Myaman un.hehe."

Up'till now i still haven't delete the text message.. i don't know why. Everytime there is a up coming message in my phone, i still get the hopes that its his text message. I know it is stupid and i know its wrong to hope..i even dared to wish that He and his girlfriend would break up..( and i really feel so evil ) But i can't help it.. i've been trying to supress this feeling but the more i think about it, the more i fall for him.. (STUPID GIRL!)

but i really feel so confused this time.. -- the only thing that i can do is just look at him from a far..
hoping that he would turn back and look at me.. eventhough if it's just a glimps..

i even feel a little bit paranoid, coz i'm having toughts that i think he's avoiding me.. -- <\3 but i hope not.. i just wish that one day when he comes back , we would bring back the old things that we always did.. i just hope someday..

a little bit in pain.
~~tenchan

posted by melon Soda @ 3:21 AM

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